If you can't find the smiles
And tears run over my eyes
Do not ask the reason why
Of these pains that make me cry.
My heart longs for you
and that makes me blue.
Tomorrow I'll be fine. I might have to make myself believe that it ended this way. I might have to give up. I might...and hopefully I can make this. It's hard really. To fall in love and repeatedly fall out of it and find out that no one is there to catch you. Its hard to fall inlove over and over again and break your heart repeatedly. It's hard but I never lose hope for fighting makes me the real soldier of this battle called life.
I might not have what I want but definitely God knows what is best for me...
I have to offer these pains again. Lord carry me with your loving arms...bring back the smiles which was taken by this pain. Lord, I love him but if he is not for me, then I have to trust You. Tonight, I give up. Tonight, I've to totally set free. I won't hope...
Thank You Lord for giving me a month of hope and love. Thank You for teaching me to love again. Thank you Lord for making me feel loved once more. Thank You Lord for giving me these pains for I know You still want to make me stronger... Thank You Lord for giving me these failures for I know You want me to enjoy success once I achieved it. Thank You Lord for my tears, they make my vision clearer. Thank You Lord for breaking my heart, I know You want me to be whole again. I know after these rainy days comes a rainbow that will bring colors into my life. Thank You Lord for entrusting me al these challenges...I believe You have a big trust in me.
