I do not know if I am taking the right step, yet I have to stand to things that I believe will soon make things fine. I do not know if what I did will really make things work, but I have no choice. I want to settle to things that commit to mutual understanding, to mutual sharing, when no one harms yet both benefit..and that will make things last...to what they call forever.. I do not intend to hurt or give up, yet I know giving up doesn't really tell you are weak, yet it simply shows that you are strong enough to decide on things even though it will hurt you much. I do not know cause I do not know where it will bring me.
To feel that you are worthy and worth fighting...that is what I want to feel...that is what everyone needs. And if it fails to feel yet one should let go..I love to love yet I do not want to sacrifice a life without receiving quality love...
Deep within my heart...I love Paul..but I have to set him free...
I seek for God's glory and guidance..I seek for His light. May he share light and strength to our hearts so we can see and follow His will.
