God is so good that He blessed me with a love that promises nothing but simply love. God is so generous and kind that He entrusted me with a heart that keeps on loving despite of pains. God is so beautiful that He shares the beauty of life and the worth of living. God is so lovely that He gave me Paul...
In every relationship, there is a start. And in every start, there is adjustment. And in every adjustment, there are sacrifices. There is no successful relationship that starts perfectly. Everything needs to face challenges, everything needs to stumble blocks, everything needs to experience even the saddest and the most unwanted thing in life like pains, like tears, like lost, yet from these we learn the value of success....the value of giving...Thus from these, we learn love in its deepest sense.
I have loved and lost a lot of times and yet I never stop hoping and praying for a love that will love me unconditionally. I've known love and sometimes it saddened me that no matter how I purely offered it, I am left alone and stranded for so long. I had a lots of pains, and yet, I am thankful for another hope..for another love...for this one month that I have Paul.I honestly do not know how to start. It is really hard to start over again. To work with broken pieces. But the mystery of love works as love will make you feel that you were never been broken...you were just prepared for the real score of life. That in the nearest end, you'll be strong enough to face more challenges. That these things happened because you need them for you to become a better person. Again, I repeat, it is hard to start over again. But I ask guidance from God to shower me with His wisdom and light; so I'll never be wrong again.
God knows when to give you a man whom you consistently ask for. He will give him to you once you stop asking, once you accepted his divine guidance and will., once you stopped asking. once you stop complaining. God knows when your heart is ready. God knows the right time. And all we need is to wait for Him...To acknowledge His gracious hands.
I would like to thank God for this month that I have embraced love once more...though everything is whole new thing....Everything is something I never had before. Everything needs adjustment..Yet I accept this everything. For love asks nothing but only love...a love that is willing...a love that is self-sacrificing...a love that is real. Yes love needs to be reciprocated though it never asks.
Thank you Lord for giving me John Paul, though things might not be clear yet I trust you. As always, I promise you that i will share a love the way You taught me how to love. I promise to be sincere, patient, and giving, for that is what You are to me.
And to Paul, would like to thank you for loving me and showing your love in very simple way. Thank you for making my days light. Thank you for putting the colors of the rainbow into my life. Thank you for simply being there..Thank you for loving me. Thank you for coming into my life. I pray more for the two of us. I never expect yet, I have faith.
