PASSION

Sweet lovely kiss stuck in my lips

An expression of love, an enchanting mist.

Owned and hold and loved and fold

Never to escape, never to fade.

Bold and warm embraces fills my body

Caress the heart,wholly and passionately.

A promise of security and fidelity

Defines greatness and certainty.

Gentle hands hold mine

Guide to a path of endless rhyme

Of trust and loyalty

Towards the paradise of serenity.

The passion grew as eyes meet

A mere voice that is concrete.

Clear and defined, real and kind

Forever, it was found.

OCTOBER 27, 2010

12:19 AM

PANAHON

Hawak ko'y hindi magkamayaw na pagpipiglas

Ng damdaming pilit winawakas

Panahon ma'y sadyang lumipas

Puso'y umiibig pa rin ng wagas.

Kahit saan man ako'y magpunta

Alam kong ikaw parin ang sinta

Ikubli man ng mga kaganapan

Puso parin ang tunay na may alam.

Marami na rin ang nilakbay

At patuloy pang naglalayag

Marami narin ang nakasabay

At pati narin mga naghayag.

Alin man sa mga iyon

Hindi ko parin maramdaman

Ang pagmamahal na kailanman

Ako'y hindi pakakawalan

Mali man ang ako'y magtagal

At patuloy na balikan

Ng lugar na aking minamahal

Alam kong ako'y hindi pa pinagbibigyan

Sa mga dalanging matagal ng dasal

Pero buong puso ang aking pagtanggap

Na panahon lang ang makakayakap

Sa mga katuparan ng mga pangarap

At pagsagot sa mga hinahangad.

Hindi ko man mabitawan

Ang anino ng nakaraan

Alam kong kusa itong bibitawan

Sa panahong wala ninoman

Ang nakakaalam.

October 25, 11:56 PM

Josh

THE BREAK OF DAWN...THE TWILIGHT

The dawn was broken...It is twilight. The sun is not yet visible though its ambient light sweetly peeps. It is a promise. The rain also had ceased. But there is still a mark of heavy rains around. The trees and plants enjoys the droplets of water brought by the evening rain. The land is still wet and muddy though it is optimistic of the coming sun to dry it. The air is still cold seemingly waiting for the touch of sunrays to make it warm. The long wait is not yet over but almost there. The twilight brings a hopeful fate. I am excited. I want to embrace the full blown morning but I know I still need to wait a little more. A little more patience.

In morning twilight, people still come and go. Many wakes up early to prepare for work. Many leave the houses to avoid being late. Many catch the early bus. This is the usual scenario in places where people are busy..in their career...in their respective life. In this time, there are still uncountable things that happen...in my life...in the life of the others.

Like the things around, I can still feel the rain and the coldness. There is still stiffness and still paralyzed. But like the tress, the plants, the land, and the air, I am determined to see the sunshine and that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

It was still cold few minutes just before the break of dawn. Someone tried to embrace me but then warmth needs sincerity to be felt.

"Do not weep. Great things are the rewards for those who know how to wait," he told me.

Coldness exists to learn warmth. Sadness was born to appreciate happiness.and thus pains are made for us to feel real love.The transition of the former to the latter marks the test of time. And in all aspect, waiting sometimes makes us weak especially when you are in the midst of lost, where finding the right path gets slimmer.

"I'm here to make moving on easy," he added.

Yes, he was there. But you know what he costs? He brought another rain. And that makes waiting tougher. I thought embracing the chance of having him will give me the sun that I've been waiting. I thought...and I was wrong.

No matter how tough, I persisted to wait...and I am still. In this twilight, I know I'm near. I just need to wait and enjoy the lovely twilight. I will embrace the peeping of the light as it excites me for a brighter morning!

October 23,2010

This is a sequel of "RAIN BEFORE THE BREAK OF DAWN"

UGNAYAN

Ugnayan

Sapat na

Ang maipadama

Ang Tunay at dalisay

Na pagmamahal na walang kapantay

Kung ihahambing kanino pa man.

Wala. Wala naman

Hinihinging kapalit

Kundi ang marinig mo aking saloobin

At maipadama ang tunay

na damdamin.

Ngayong tapos na

Pagkakataong napagbigyan

Ako'y mamanahimik na

Dahil lahat nagawa ko na

Ang lahat ay sa iyo na

Kung ito'y may kinabukasan pa.

sept 26

INTINDIHAN

Hindi ba nila maintindihan

Ang lungkot na bumabalot

Sa iyong kalooban?

O sadyang hindi lang nila maramdaman

Ang tunay mong pagmamahal?

Hindi ba nila alam

Buong buhay mo'y ikaw ay nagbibigay?

Alam ba nila na nais mo ding bigyan?

Tulad ng pagmamahal

Na iyong inaalay?

Hindi ba nila maisip

Na wala kang tanging hiling?

Kundi ang ibig ay makapiling.

Sa lahat ng panahon

Sa anumang pagkakataon.

Hindi nga nila alam.

Dahil patuloy ka nilang hinuhusgahan?

Mga taong hindi naman nariyan

Sa panahong lubos kang nangangailangan.

Hindi nga nila alam

Dahil patuloy ka nilang iniiwan?

Mga taong iyong minahal

Lubos at walang pag aalinlangan.

Hindi nga nila mainitindihan

Dahil sadyang hindi nila naramdaman

Na ang iyong kailangan

Ay hindi huwad na salita lamang

Kundi ang tunay at makatotohanan.

Oct 4, 2010

ULAN

Noon, gustong gusto kong inihahalintulad ang sarili ko sa ulan. Medyo nakakapagtaka minsan kung bakit ito yung bagay na inihahalintulad ko sa sarili ko.Dahil kapag binaggit ang ulan, ito ay sumisimbolo ng pagluha. ang damdamin ay ulap na kapag ito ay mabigat na ibubuhos nito ang ulan. Madalas ganito nga ang ibig sabihin nito. Pero bakit ulan? Alam kong madalas sa akin ang umiyak. Pero hindi ito ang dahilan ko noon kung bakit ulan ang pinili ko.

Para sa akin, ang ulan ang isa sa pinakamatapang na bagay dito sa mundo. dahil ang ulan, kahit gaano man kataas ang mga ulap, hindi sya natatakot bumagsak. Matapang....Ang sakripisyong ibinabahagi ng ulan ay natatangi din. Kahit paulit ulit man bumigat ang ulap, kusa itong bibitiw upang gumaan ang dala dala nito. Mapagbigay...

Kung tutuusin, hindi naman alam ng ulan kung saan sya babagsak. Sa lupa ba? Sa mga halaman? Sa mga bundok? Sa mga Burol? Sa Karagatan? Hindi naman nya alam kung mayroong natatanging nilalang na sasalo sa pagbagsak nito. Maswete na lamang kung sa palad ito mismo babagsak. Pero madalas wala naman.

Sino bang nakakaalam kung natatakot ba ang ulan sa kanyang pagbagsak? Wala naman. Kasi wala namang may interest na malaman ito. At kung mayroon man, sasaluhin nya ba ito?

Ngayon, ulan parin ba ako? Nanaiisin ko paring maging tulad ng ulan na matibay ang loob pero sa mga bagay bagay na nagyari na sa akin? Natatakot na akong maging ulan. Kasi masakit pala yung pagbagsak na hindi alam ang babagsakan. Kasi ang hirap hirap bumagsak ng walang handang sumalo sa iyo. Kahit alam mong maraming bagay ang nariyan, hindi mo iyan maasahan na pagdating mo sa ibaba. Ilang beses ko na ring naranasan iyon. At hindi ko na siguro kakayanin ang susunod pa nito. . . Ngayon..ayoko muna ang ulan. Pero paroroon din at magiging karapatdapat na akong maging tulad ng ulan..

josh

October 16, 2010

12:20AM

THE BREAK OF DAWN...THE TWILIGHT

The dawn was broken...It is twilight. The sun is not yet visible though its ambient light sweetly peeps. It is a promise. The rain also had ceased. But there is still a mark of heavy rains around. The trees and plants enjoys the droplets of water brought by the evening rain. The land is still wet and muddy though it is optimistic of the coming sun to dry it. The air is still cold seemingly waiting for the touch of sunrays to make it warm. The long wait is not yet over but almost there. The twilight brings a hopeful fate. I am excited. I want to embrace the full blown morning but I know I still need to wait a little more. A little more patience.

In morning twilight, people still come and go. Many wakes up early to prepare for work. Many leave the houses to avoid being late. Many catch the early bus. This is the usual scenario in places where people are busy..in their career...in their respective life. In this time, there are still uncountable things that happen...in my life...in the life of the others.

Like the things around, I can still feel the rain and the coldness. There is still stiffness and still paralyzed. But like the tress, the plants, the land, and the air, I am determined to see the sunshine and that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

It was still cold few minutes just before the break of dawn. Someone tried to embrace me but then warmth needs sincerity to be felt.

"Do not weep. Great things are the rewards for those who know how to wait," he told me.

Coldness exists to learn warmth. Sadness was born to appreciate happiness.and thus pains are made for us to feel real love.The transition of the former to the latter marks the test of time. And in all aspect, waiting sometimes makes us weak especially when you are in the midst of lost, where finding the right path gets slimmer.

"I'm here to make moving on easy," he added.

Yes, he was there. But you know what he costs? He brought another rain. And that makes waiting tougher. I thought embracing the chance of having him will give me the sun that I've been waiting. I thought...and I was wrong.

No matter how tough, I persisted to wait...and I am still. In this twilight, I know I'm near. I just need to wait and enjoy the lovely twilight. I will embrace the peeping of the light as it excites me for a brighter morning!

October 23,2010

This is a sequel of "RAIN BEFORE THE BREAK OF DAWN"

Climax

Sige pa! Lumakad pa!

Tumakbo kung kaya!

Wag mong hayaang malugmok

Dahil may naghihintay sa tuktok!

Hahayaan mo bang siya lang

At patuloy na nililinlang?

Hahayaan mo bang matawag na bigo

At patuloy na maguho?

Hahayaan mo bang maiwanang mag-isa

Habangsiya'y nagpipista sa iba?

Hahayaan mo bang ikaw lang

Ang nagbibigay?

PAano naman ang pagdama

Na ikaw naman ang bigyan?

Hahayaan mo bang ikaw lang

At patuloy na ikaw lang?

Paano naman ang siya?

Hahayaan mo bang siya lang

At patuloy na siya?

Paano naman ang ikaw?

Huwag ikaw lang.. wag siya lang..

Masarap ang ikaw at siya!

Magkasama.

Magkapantay.

At kung hindi iyon kayang ilagay

Sa posisyon ng pagkakaunawaan

Sa tahanan ng pagbibigayan

Sa paraiso ng pagmamahalan

Hindi iyon sadyang" LAAN."

Kay't kung hindi mo man iyon natagpuan

Sulong ka pa!

Yaan mo't ikaw ay makakarating din

Sa tuktok na pikahihintay.

Kung saan ang Ikaw at siya ay pantay.

Josh=)

August 13, 2010

11:51 PM

.......

How will I count the days of missing thee?

When every time I found thee?

Whenever I face the reflection of me

It is thee that I see.

How will I forget thee?

When every waking up

I found thee as the reason of life

Intindihan

Hindi ba nila maintindihan

Ang lungkot na bumabalot

Sa iyong kalooban?

O sadyang hindi lang nila maramdaman

Ang tunay mong pagmamahal?

Hindi ba nila alam

Buong buhay mo'y ikaw ay nagbibigay?

Alam ba nila na nais mo ding bigyan?

Tulad ng pagmamahal

Na iyong inaalay?

Hindi ba nila maisip

Na wala kang tanging hiling?

Kundi ang ibig ay makapiling.

Sa lahat ng panahon

Sa anumang pagkakataon.

Hindi nga nila alam.

Dahil patuloy ka nilang hinuhusgahan?

Mga taong hindi naman nariyan

Sa panahong lubos kang nangangailangan.

Hindi nga nila alam

Dahil patuloy ka nilang iniiwan?

Mga taong iyong minahal

Lubos at walang pag aalinlangan.

Hindi nga nila mainitindihan

Dahil sadyang hindi nila naramdaman

Na ang iyong kailangan

Ay hindi huwad na salita lamang

Kundi ang tunay at makatotohanan.

Oct 4, 2010