Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The Last Time

The last time I embraced you
I should have hugged you tightly
Tight enough for you not to leave me
But I still have lost you.

The last time I kissed your lips
I should have done it sweetly
Sweet enough so that bitterness
Won't find its way between us.

The last time I held your hand
I should never let it go
Hold it tight so you'll find reason
To hold on.

The last time I looked your eyes
I should have showed you how much I love
So that you always find me
In all that you do.

The last time...
I had a gut feeling it will really be the last
Something I never entertained
For I had content myself with my faith.

The last time...was really the last.
For you already bid goodbye
You have loved me, I know you did
But love is sometimes not enough.

The last time, I hope you heard me say
I love you.
The last time, I hope you heard me say
I'll wait for you.
The last time, I hope you heard me say
I'll always be here for you.
The last time, I hope you heard me say
You are my life.

The last time I hope I made you felt
how much I love you.
The last time I hope I made you felt
how much I'm willing to wait
The last time, I hope I made you felt
how much you are to me
The last time, I hope I made you felt
how much I want you in my life.

The last time, I hope too I never hoped
The last time, I hope I just never believed.
The last time, I hope I let you go
The last time, I hope I never loved.