Sunday, April 18, 2010

Finally, I broke the silence

Finally, I got the strength to tell Papa the score between him and me. It was hard at the start. I would like to thank my papa for understanding what happened between us. He said, kayanin ko daw.Maging malakas daw ako. Alam daw nya na masakit iyon sa akin. Alam din nya na mahal na mahal ko sya. wag daw akong umiyak. Ganon daw talga. I was broken into tears again. But I know it is fine. Mas ok na ako ngayon compare before.
He was saddened of what I told him but i know he just tried to be strong to for me. He just tried to give words as a father. He said, kung sino man daw makikilala ko sa hinaharap, piliin ko daw ng mabuti para di na daw ako masktan pa. Sino man daw mahalin ko, mamahalin din daw nila. Gawin ko daw kung ano makakapagpasaya sa akin.
I know they just wish the best for me. Thank you papa and mama for always being there. People come and go but they are the one who will never leave me. I know today is just the right time for him to know. I know from this very day, everything will change.