Singing the song really made me realize that I really have to. Two months of grieving is long enough especially when you were already left alone in vain. Seemingly unfair to see that the one you are trying to overcome had already made it. Personally, I do not call it unfair, I know it is his ways. Mas madali lang magmove on kung marami kang kasamang magsaya at marami kang kasamang maginuman. Ang masakit lang doon, is the realization na ganoon ka lang kadaling kalimutan.Hmmm.. well, I do not want to go deeper on this cause I am putting a period in this chapter of my life. I already made the first step of moving on...and I am glad. I'll gladly embrace the statement.."I'm moving forward." I know this is the best thing to do.
Still reminiscing the song I sang in Pangasinan, I am now deeply asking, am already over him? Not already..but almost.
When I was in Pangasinan, I asked the sea to carry my pains with its waves. I devoted myself talking to nature as they are God's little creatures that symbolizes lots of meanings. As I see the waves reach the seashore and erase what I wrote in the sand, I am somehow relieved cause I know, God is doing his ways of carrying out my pains. Thank you God.
