that I have to leave
the pains i have inside
that I have to start anew
and never mind you.
How many times will I ever convince this heart
that you've left me and we're torn apart.
that all our love was sacrificed
and placed in vain and let it die.
How many times do I need to sleep
to still see you in my dreams
where we still enjoy each others arms
and where I can still call you mine.
How many times do I need to cry
for you to see I am dying inside
that the time you have left me marked a death
of a heart which from you found its breathe?
How many times do I have to say I have to move on
for me to leave what was left behind
that I should continue life as if i'm alive
and that you already have left me alone?
How many times?
I know it won't be enough
for I know inside my heart
My love for you never changed.
