daddy...
I woke up when I received your mail. If only in reality I know you are still mine, I would be the happiest. But today, it still put a little smile to my struggles.I would like to believe you still love me.
Today is another day that i will struggle for pains. I wish I never had this coz i am torn into pieces.I want to be strong like how you want me to be, but I still do not know where to get that strength. I love you dhie. so much. I can't find myself any anger, any hate for what happened to us cause all I have for you is love.
I love you dhie.forever I will set this heart for you. And if ever you find no place for me, I will still forever thank you for you've given me one chance of loving you. I am thankful for atleast once you are mine. I can't do anything if yourheart decides to let me go, maybe your love is not enough to hold me tight. But you know what? I want to hold even the slightest possibility that one day, you'll comeback to me..and I hope it wont be that long.
blogging is my only way on how to tell you how much I feel now. I do not know if it will help you or make it hard for you, but all I know is that this is my only way on how to tell you that i am always here. Understanding you even to the wildest of your decisions..even to the hardness and bitterness of our relation. I wish someday, I can still call you mine. I wish you can still feel emptiness cause I am not in your heart. I wish you still find my presence and love cause these fill your days. Oh, Lord, all I can do is wish.
I love you dhie.I lied when I say, I can let you go. I lied when I say, goodbye..Cuase I know deep within me...I can't. I love you always. I will wait for the day you'll tell me that you still love me...My arms are always open to embrace you back. This is how great my love for you. I love you.again and again.
