One Month..I should be happy but I am sad.

Nov. 25. This formally marks that I only have one month to spend with the most special prson in my life. Soon, he'll be off to his family, to venture his luck, to find his future.. I am happy, honestly I am, for I know this is a decision that will tell is future. This will also allow him to spend time with his family. On that side, I am happy.

But I will not conceal that I am sad too because this mean,s I'll be far from him. This means that I will miss him so much. And This will also test our love we have for each other. I think it is normal that I'll be sad.

I believe that God will guide us all through out. He was the one who bind us together. Through our prayers, He made us meet each other. I know, in His will, we will never be wrong. This time, I need to trust not only Gidz, but also Him. This is what I really need. trust and strength which I know God will give.

I'll miss Giddy, that is understatement. I love him and again, I am consistent. I want to spend my whole lifetime with him.