The Mirror of Enviousness is the Person Herself

Why is it that there are people who can't satisfy their selves seeing the blessings of others. Why do they want to have what others have? Why do you they need to act as if they are the same person who deserve the same thing? Why do they keep on doing such acts just to have the same privileges as what others get? Why do they keep on acting as if they are tamed cats where they are just mere wild fox?

It irritates me with the thought that even those you call and treat as friends stub you t your back when all you did is to lift them up. It hurts me seeing close friend changed because of the enviousness that she wants to have what I have or wants to receive what I receive. It sucks to see her bitching around just to achieve what she wants. and I simply pity her for all her efforts.

I don't want to react as if I am a wounded person but I just simply don't want the bitterness that she always show whenever I am doing something in relation with things I am into. I don't want to be in detailed that I might reveal the person but I would simply want to express what I feel towards these things.

I keep my patience and understanding and I am even happy whenever she gets her part especially with the things that will benefit her. I am even grateful for that in one way or another I became an instrument for these benefits that she have. Of course, it takes a lot of efforts on her part. All I know the difference between the two of us is that I never cried for me to be helped.

And now I simply pray, may she always be happy with all the things that she does. May she find contentment and find a heart of happiness for the blessings of others rather than be envious. I won't mention name but I know that person knows who she is once she read this without even asking me.