sa kanyang pag-alis

when i think of his leaving is synonymous to the feeling of being squeezed so tight that even a little air can't enter the lungs. i know its hard. and i dont know how to handle it especially when that time comes. definitely i'll cry but i dont know how hard..but one thing is for sure...it will be really hard. if i can only stop the time, i will not let that time come. each day that comes is one day closer to the time he will leave. for now, i know, that will be time that i dont want to come. i know, all i need is trust and faith that in the end, if we are really destined for each other, our love will prevail (as what he was saying). i hope it will. im afraid that when he is enjoying and meeting people there, he might forget that i ever existed. all have are his words, promise and love. wth these i hope i can survive this trial. as of now, all i know is that i am bothered. and i want to spend more time with him...