Getting thin. I am always questioned about my health, especially this past few days. I was sick the past days and I am still suffering to it though it may not really be obvious. I definitely don't have concrete answer. I used to say several reasons to which I think are valid too- appetite, studies, pressures and stresses. It may be my appetite that goes along the pressures and stresses that I have.
Who would not be pressured with the school requirements that I have to submit? My summer class is about to end next week. Thank God I'm done with the hardest one, Dr. Leus' sample exam which measures validity. It was just now that I realized how hard it is. I thought doing an exam is just as simple as ABC but, definitely I'm wrong. Few papers to go and I'm done!
Who would not be pressured of having much expenses without gaining any money to support them? Shouldering all the expenses at home without anyone to help me, is never a joke. It is hard. It is stressful especially when you don't have work that will support you. since it is vacation, I have no work, and I will only have it back on June. I feel so burdened with the expectations and the angst of my family members especially when I can't give the luxury that they want. This creates the most stressful burden.
If only they bear with my situation... If only they appreciate... that what I am doing is for them...If only they just can keep silence for a while...If only they can be contented with what I can give...If only they can wait...If only...Then... they can help.
To God, I seek strenght, mercy and guidance.
