Same Old Brand New. There are times that things keep on repeating and repeating that I am almost tired and drained. There are times that you just want to jump on to other phase of your life just to escape the constant thing that happens to you. But though you will do it, you will just find yourself on the same scenario and realize that you haven't escaped it at all.
I am so tired of people tapping me with so much responsibilities. Giving theirs to me. Maybe they think I can provide everything, where in fact I can't. Maybe they think I should have repay them for what they have done for me, but I cannot give everything at this point. I may be too generous sometimes but not to this point that I have so much to shoulder and nothing is coming. Getting weak here.
I hope somehow, they will realize how stressed I am now. I hope somehow, they will help me, by just simply understanding me or by just simply lessening their expenses. By doing so, they can help a lot.
Too sad that I found myself crying, alone in this dark room. Good thing, my class will start on Wednesday. I might lose my sanity if I will stay here doing nothing.
