Mixed emotions

Hi Dearest blog,

I am sad and happy yesterday and today.

Yesterday, my honey gave me a sweet short story about our first date.It relived what had happened during that day from the time he was waiting for me to arrive until the time he sent me to bus. He is really sweet. Today, he also showed how much he cares by trying to make me smile though things didn't go right this morning, my resignation to KP. He was there to cheer me up, making funny faces, sending me funny pictures, giving me messages, kisses via skype and random stuffs. I appreciate him. He said he is sad because I am sad and I told him not be sad because I don't want him to be. I want him to be happy so he can drag me to his happiness. But deeply I felt his sincerity. Matt is really wonderful. He makes my heart jump in most unexpected way. By just simply looking at his eyes and his smiles, hearing his laughter an his sweet thoughts, I am like in a cloud nine. He makes me happy despite I am in a very problematic situation. He certainly never fails to enlighten my day. Lovely Matt.

There are lots of things I want to tell him but I can't. Though I almost have told him all the sweetness in my heart, I wasn't yet able to tell him what my heart wants to yell. I want to tell him 'I love you' but I know I shouldn't have to tell him yet. Cause I know he still do not love me. I know how much it will hurt me when I tell him that and he won't respond and tell me he still do not feel the same; that love takes time. 'He just likes me and he cares for me,' as what he always says. I appreciate his words really, but it is more lovely to hear that he loves me like the way I do. But I know it isn't the right time,and I do not want to pick a fruit which isn't yet ripe... waiting makes it more the sweetest. Well, my dear blog, let me shout this on your wall and be with me as I keep it as the most precious emotion that I have now...loving him. I wish Matt really feel what I want to tell him as he said he can read what my eyes what to say. I hope my eyes was able to let him feel that. I hope he knows that I am really willing to take the risk of life with him.

In my heart's sanctuary, you'll find the love I have for Matt.

Matt, my honey, my sweetness,my boyfriend, I wish to feel and realize that i am really your girlfriend once you tell me that you love me. Now I am still day dreaming that you do and that I fool myself with the thought that you are mine and you are my boyfriend. It will only happen once you learned to love me. But when I say I am yours and I am your girlfriend, I wish you know, I am sincere because I am loving you so deeply, now. It is not time that made me feel that I love you Matt, it is my heart who felt it. I tried to guard my emotions yet, it keeps on resisting. I have to shout... I LOVE YOU MATTHEW PAUL CAMPBELL!!!! Thanks a lot for all the great things that you do for me, for wanting to bring me there in your place, to be with you and learn more about you. 

Yesterday and today, just seem so sad cause I am frightened with the thought that I will be left again. But I am just taking a courageous step to know you cause I feel it very strong that I need to show you how much I can love you like no one else does. I may not be like your exes who are very well off, beautiful or whatever, I am just Josh who can only give you nothing but my love and life. I am poor in material things but I am rich with love. I am also afraid of what might happen after we meet. Knowing myself, I am very affectionate and I want to be with the man I love as close as possible. I am still not believing that Long distance relationship works, but this is also another big risk,- to believe on this thing that I don't believe. I just trust God's way.  I will cry gallons of tears for sure when I'll go back home. But why am I thinking of that which doesn't even starting yet?  I do not want to spoil the excitement and happiness, I just want to prepare myself the least possible thing that I can do. But I know whatever it is, it will be hard for me. I do not know what will happen next between us, but again, I give my big trust and faith. Look, who ever thought that we will come this far? No one. Neither you and me. Hai... enough for this.

Ok. thanks blog for giving me this space to write my emotions which I can't possibly tell Matt as of now. Hold them for now and maybe soon, I can tell him and probably show this to him. I do not know.

Yours,
Josh

Booked Flight!!! Yippeey!!

Matt had worked out with the flight.  I will really be going to New York. I am happy and excited!!! Who would ever thought that this will happen??? I don't even put it in my dream for I thought this would be something that won't happen, ever- to have someone who will do this for me. This is indeed one of the best and special gifts I recieved in my entire life, next to my life, family, career, and now, Matt.

I would like to thank Matt for making me feel special. I may not be loved yet but it is enough now that someone does extra ordinary things for me.ANd make me feel so beautiful. I will content myself for now and won't expect more. I know I shouldn't. "Josh, one step at a time."

I want to thank God for all of these! Thank you Lord for the overflowing blessings.

More Than That

I wish I can tell you how much you mean to me. What you are is more than what I tell you everyday. What you are to me is more than what you see in my smile whenever we talk. It is more than the sound of my laughter whenever we have funny and silly things. It is more than the shimmer in my eyes. It is more than what I have told you... because I haven't told you enough of what I feel about you. My letters wont suffice though. It is not only that you are special... It is really more than that...


Because what I really want to tell you is...

" I LOVE YOU."


You have captured my heart and it is really yours...really yours...

Love Takes Time

Love takes time, you said. Yes, indeed it takes time...it takes time to know a person. It takes time to accept someone. It takes time... but for how long will love capture ones heart? Do I need to count years or months? Does a whirlwind love didn't love at all? Do really those who rush are fools? How will you describe what we have today? Is it just infatuation? A strong emotion? Is it just things that are special enough? How special is special? I do not know yours, but I know mine.

You said:
I love hearing your voice.
I love looking at your face.
I love your smile.
I love the feeling of your lips to mine?
I love hugging you.
I love thinking of you.
I love the way you make faces.
I love the way you dance.
I love... blah blah blah...
You love a lot about me...

..but not yet enough for you to love me. Because love takes time.

In an Open Field

March 10, 2012- Watching over a football game when suddenly someone special got injured. I was in a distance that he didn't know that I was there. I wanted to come near him to atleast try to comfort him though I know I can't do anything.  I just wanted him to feel that I am there, supporting him. That atleast letting him feel that I wanted to be with him in whatever that he does; in whatever that interests him. Yet, ofcourse I can't. Seems pitiful yet I would submit to this reality. Yes, it is really frustrating, and depressing that you wanted to do something that you know you can do but you just really can't; in a way that you really have the right to.

When I saw him in pain, I felt the pain. I felt the pain he exactly feels but the pain of the distance that sepearate us; the distance that isn't measured by miles, yet a distance that is abstractly defined for a person like me. I felt tha pain inside my heart for I can't do what I wanted to do for him.

Is this love? I do not know. I have all the reasons to leave him. I have all the reasons to forget him. He even gave me and told me to do so. I should have done that. I should. But no matter how many reasons that I have, I only have one reason which is clear to me why I am still here trying to wait and hope (though it seems really silly and pitiful), and that reason is LOVE. Well, I hope and prayed that this emotion will find its natural death through the pain that I am struggling for two years now. Look how silly it is. But still I am hopeful, I started doing the first step then, when I tried to have a distance, like I had hibernated for a while. I hope I can be able to do it again and I hope it is for good. It is my birthday wish...to freed my heart.

Before I go, I went over the church which is in front of the field, and asked for God's guidance and intervention. I am in pain and only God knows how to heal it.

you just do not know

no one just really know how much i feel now...ho much pain..how much loneliness...how much stressed...in different aspects of life. i just can't show..for people might think "what's new?" but without them knowing.. i really need a friend.

Alangan Cu Queca

Neng Josephine Luz de Leon
Pebreru 2, 2012

Queng tagle mung santing ampong ticdo
Pijung dacal a matang maglolo
Dumalan ca siguradung bumatyo
Maglusu la ding pusung gagayo


Matino ca at ating gelingan
Yng lagyu mu tutung quebaluan
Maracal la reng queca alangan
Mesabing metung a matenacan!

Pibatyon-batyon, silip-silipan
Potang biglang lunsu’t mipadalan
Lucsu yng pusu gang quen mung timan
Sumlag ing aldo cabang cabengian

Mara-marine, sala-salicut
Yng lacas ning lub, tutung yang dimut
Quiac-quiac ampong sinuc-sinuc
Pigil siuala, saradu asbuc

E ‘sing timyas ning dalagang Isiang
Culang leguan, malaut cang Sianang
Ecu artista, ecu paintunan
Queng lele dalan, labas-labasan

Malaut yng acu yang aburian
Marayu yng estadu’t cabilian
Yng queng bie mu, ala cung lugalan
Dapat yti cacu yang aintindian

Bista man queng bie mu tutung alangan
Yng pusu cu, ycang luluguran
Yng iraque yng laue mu’t timan
Quislap mata, tulang ‘lang cayarian!

Yng Cuentu Cu

Neng Josephine Luz de Leon

February 5, 2012

Cabang atyu queng dalan ba’t Menila muli na
Babalic-balican cu, aldong miyabe cata
Aldo pecamasaya, aldong pala mipnu la
Alub nang e mayari, e buring mauala pa.

Anyang linubut cata, inarap queng barcada
Pequilalang pamilya, at siniclod carela;
Anyang pequilala mu at sinabing acu na
E uari ana saya, E mipnu ing tula ta?

Pecapaquiramdaman nyang mipagcuentu cata

‘Gyang misan e aintindyan, pequiquibaluan cu la

Ban atin cung adaque, at asambitla queca

Ban mu namang abalu , tutung tutucyan da ca.

Balu cung acaquit mu, quislap dare ning mata

Yng aldo saslag sala potang acaquit daca

Teterac ne yng pusu, agyang titiman ca pa

Anti cung susulagpo, queng umang iba’t queca

O baquit ninanu na? O baquit ca meuala?

Nucarin ca migdatun, ba’t yng sala mepula?

Nanu rugung milyari, mipacanyan yng calma?

Sinta cu at caladua, nucarin catang adua?

Licquan mu cung magdili, cabud mu bigla-bigla!

Emu pequiramdaman, e mecapagsalita

E mucu man binatyo, e caman miganaca

Abe co balu mu sa, menacasaquit cu’t meina!

Sibucan cu ing tagal, paquit quegana-gana

Ban mumung apaltutuan, lugud pariquil queca

 ‘Gyang nucarin ca munta, ala iting calupa

Tune’t mapibabata, lugud a ‘lang capara!

Milabas yng panaun, deng aldo atna caba

Balang galo ning relo, pibabatan cung bina

‘Ti cu waring candila, miyanginan at mitda

Emu cabud abilang,  pijung dinagus yng lua.

Mibalic queng isip cu, deng galo ban misalba

Migcasaquit quinimut, nung sang iquit mu yta

Malaus mangaplus ca, at mecad mibalic ca

Quiac yng cacung siuala, tutung magmalun queca .

Oneng emu cu iquit, maracal a dalaga

Yla ring queca bage, mangalagu’t macualta

Enaca manaquit pa, agyang pang numanu ca

Sing timyas ning pusu cu, yng lugud para queca!

Si PRof sa Stat...kakatuwa!

Sabi ni Prof. nung inaabot nya ang taas ng board,

"Sorry, hindi ako ganon kataas... nag iimagine lang ako."

hehe..kakatuwa lang.

Blogging on my Stat Class

I am now having my stat class. The room is so cold. my head is aching because of the almost sleepless nights doing lots of things. But anyways, I'm stilll learning.. We just had a very toxic thinking for hypothesis testing.

Anyways, I'm still hapy..I saw him. The apple of my eyes.

I want to find my heart this Christmas

I've been wondering why I feel this way. I should be happy. I know I should be; and they say it is a choice. Yet, I can't totally make myself believe that I am happy no matter how I tried to be. I feel that I am missing something...or somethings. 

Christmas is a time of hope and joy. This is why I am still hopeful and still looking at the brighter side of everything for me to find joy. But then sometimes, I find it tiring this way but I know this is life and I can't get rid of this.

I tried to find a break through a trip I had with my cousins. It was fun and relaxing. I hope it never ended but of course the tour was only for 3 days and I am now back to reality. I am now again here facing the problems I left. 

You may wonder what I am referring, well, it's about stuffs at home. same old things. same old sentiments....and it is tiring. I am not tired of giving myself for them. I know it is what God wants me to do, to serve my family and provide them what they need.  But it is always frustrating that you have given your part, your share, yourself, yet they will make you feel it is not yet enough. Here comes my sentiments. I almost given everything, and still they want to have even what you keep for yourself. I do save somethings, because I know, when time comes and you'll need them, you have none but yourself. Sabi ko nga kay mama,

"Sabihin mo nga kung sino malalapitan ko kapag ako yung nangailangan? Wala diba? Sino yung tutulong sa atin? Wala din naman akong maasahan kundi yung sarili ko."

I'll leave the issue here.

Is it bad to sometimes want to receive anything from them as a piece of token after a whole year of hardwork and perseverance? Is it too much for me to ask for that? Well, I won't ask if they've nothing but I know they have something, and if only they want, they will at least remember me. What saddened me most is that, they even share what they have with others who have even done nothing to them And one more, I really hate gambling. They have money now, but gamble them rather help me with our expenses! I just really can't voice it out coz if I did, I'll be a "masama at walang pagmamahal na anak." Well I heard it already. "(Ako na yung walang pagmamahal at walang kwenta.) I pity myself. This is what I always got. Do you think I deserve all these?  I think I don't. But God, I still wish for a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Help me forget all the pains that I have and guide me always.

Out of home stuffs, I am still missing something... I know I am missing a part of my heart. I honestly look back all those who in one way or another captured my heart. But I know, any of them, I am not in their heart. well, that's reality, and it's sad.  I admit, there are still people from the past who are still special and loved. If any of them will come and confess love, he might gain my heart again. But well, I won't insist. I just love on my own. Anyways, I still do not know if he will really fit the missing part of my heart. I do not want another heartbreak again...I've been crashed and torn a lot of times. Another heartbreak might be fatal. But then again I pray, that God will lead me to the man who will love me more than enough to make me stay for the rest of his life. And I solemnly pray for this.

Thanks to you my online blog for letting me express this cause I know people might get tired of hearing my tiring stories and sentiments...And I do not want to kill joy, cause I know everyone is busy preparing for the Christmas day.  I've no one to talk to. Thanks blog.


love,

Josha =)

 

A Glimpse of Pagudpud Memories

 

I’ve a glimpse of Pagudpud memories;

It’s lovely, enchanting, full of mysteries;

Inspiring, enlightening, beholds glory

For a heart that is lost

It’s a perfect sanctuary.

Green mountains surround me

Soothe my eyes, I found a refuge

Ease the tiredness I have inside

Reveal the tears I tacitly hide.

Chilly breeze from the shore

Teasingly tells, my life is cold

Whispers reality, the real score

My life still longs for a love to hold.

Evening waves come fierce and rough

A simile of the struggles that are tough

Exactly an edifice of the pains I’ve got

Grieve like the sounds of the waves at night.

Rain pours on an unexpected time

Reminds me of how my life had turned

For surprises made me stunned

Yet I’ve to stand despite of the heavy rain.

Luckily, I found a calm, relaxed morning

Heard the birds sing and the sea catches rhythm

I found a promise, another hope and hymn

A fortune that brings me to a place I’ve never been.

In Pagudpud, I’ve relived my heart

I’ve to live a brand new start

To forever give everything that I have

To a man who deserves my undying love.

Josh

 Nov 6, 2011

End of October 2011

October is about to end... so fast. It started rough but I'm glad it's about to finish with something I had accomplished. My previous post has something to do with my sentiments and frustrations yet I am glad to see the brighter side. Thank God.

The first two weeks of October were really stressful. Level III Phase II Accreditation really made us work hard like finishing papers and documents, accomplishing the previous visit's recommendations,and at the same time, have to cope up with my classes to finish our course syllabi. It was really tiring to major things at the same time. I was tasked to be the Chairman for the COE Extension Services Unit for BTTE... It is hard to work on this area since we had to accomplished a lot of things though we do not have budget and  this area is a mandatory one! Guts and dedication are really needed to fulfill such responsibility. I am glad Dr. Gigante was there to assist and teach me. At some point during this time, I got frustrated and disappointed with how people treat me, not to mention names, but with lots of people who trust and believe on my capabilities, I was able to make it. Thank you. To sum up, I am thankful that we passed the Level III Phase II Accreditation! Kudos to everyone! Right after the accreditation day, our college treated us with a lunch at Partyland in San FDO. We watched movie afterwards. My first time to had such bonding with the faculty of the college of education.

Not to mention on the early part of this month,we celebrated the World Teacher's Day, Oct 5. Since I am one of the advisers of the College's Student council, we had to prepare on this. The class suspensions on the previous days made it hard for us to fix a lot of things that's why we needed to meet and gather in school even though there was class suspensions. I am just glad everything ended well and I am happy that we had placed smile in every teacher's face. Good job to all the Officers of the College of Education Student Council.


During the third week of October I needed to work hard and organize my works because I needed to finish my students' grades before the fourth week. And I am glad I was able to make it.  It is just that I have to budget time...proper time management is really important. Friday of the same week, Oct 21, we also had the closing ceremony of the Numeracy Program in Tinajero which I am the one in-charge for the closing. I took a lot of time making certificates and programs, but at the end of the day, I can say, "Mission Accomplished!" Thank you to all the Mathematics teachers and students of COE, the Rotary Club of Villa de Bacolor, and the Tinajero Elem School for making it a success. Thanks too to Jollibee who made it a little special.


 State Colleges and Universities Faculty Association of Region III (SCUFAR 3) Sports Festival held at Tarlac State University occupied my Oct 24-26. I played Badminton, Volleyball, and Relay but I didn't win. But I am glad that I was able to represent my university. I regret that I wasn't able to play my game the 100m dash because I came late. well, lesson learned. I'll make up next year. I promise. In general, I enjoyed it for I had my closed friends with me. I was able to bond with them and talk a lot of things, anything under the sun. It was such a good experience. Thank you guys!

Following the SCUFAR 3, I needed to packed my things again as I needed to go with the Rotaractors in Pagudpud Ilocos Norte dated Oct 27-30 for the Rotary Youth Leadership Awards 2011. I had fun though the travel made it exhausting. But nevertheless, the place was a nice spot... the waves and water attract tourists. Though the people's (local) accommodation was really outdated and lacks hospitality, I still find it a must-see place..and I am looking forward to be here again in the future.  I was also able to see other places in Ilocos Norte including a part of Cagayan. I love the wind mills! They're really fascinating. I was able to bond with other Rotarians from Sn Fdo P and Western Pampanga. They're kind and accomodating too. Though I am the only girl in the group except to Nicole,a Rotarian's daughter, I felt the respect. Thank you.











And today, I just want to spend the whole day with a bundle of rest!  And this blog post? I think it is just worthy to summarize this month since I had lots of accomplishments, activities and fulfilling experiences. I simply want to thank everyone who made this October a good one.








Let me Welcome November! A new month is about to come and I am looking forward for another journey in my life. I am looking forward for another accomplishments, planned and unplanned. I am looking forward for the start of my journey as a student, again, this time in the Doctorate level. I claimed that God will continuously shower me with His unconditional love and blessings.  Thank you Lord. Thank You for every little thing that you shower and bestowed upon me. I always give  back the glory to You.




Thank you October and Welcome November... hopefully a sweet November. =)

Sad, Stress, Frustrated

I am sad and frustrated now. Though I've accomplished a lot this year, I just really can't escape the reality that things aren't easy. Things might not work the way we wanted them to. There are things that will really test our determination, our goals and dreams. I am now being tested in a way that I find it hard to handle. The problem, this is not really a big one, yet it is frustrating...it is tiring..for things repeatedly happen...nothing is new except from the fact that I am now out of control.

From the very start, my dream is to provide for my family. This is always my goal. I never wanted to see my mom again being slaved for other people and received unworthy amount. That's why I wanted to finished my studies so I'll be the one working. Thank God He made me accomplished it. Soon I shouldered the responsibility of having my grandma stay in our house. And sometimes letting my auntie (a special child) to be with us a part of the year. I worked hard to provide the needs...But these arent my sentiments, it is from my whole heart. But you know, there are things in life that no matter how I wanted it to happen and stay, there are still people who will make these things hard, Not to mention who it is, I am really tired with the confrontation that I had for having my lola in our side. I am really tired of it. With all the patience that I have, I tried to understand. But now, I really do not have a control on this. My Lola needs to leave our house, my poor lola. I am saddened that she has to leave and be with my uncle. I do not know what will happen to her there. It seems my achievements and dreams are being torn into pieces now. I am hopeless. But I promise, I'll get you back Lola. I will. I just need to fix somethings. As of now, i do not know were to start. as of now, I feel so down.

Escape

I want to seek for a distance

At this moment

To escape...

To find peace …

To find myself…

I want to look for a comfort

To ease this tiring burden

I want to rest

For I’ve been very tired

I want to sleep for so long

With an assurance of waking up

I want to find the light

For things are in darkness now

I want to brighten my days

The way they were before

I want to start a new

And continue those that are good

I want an escape

For a while

Soon, I’ll be back

Again, with a smile

With a renewed strength to continue life

With clearer path to take

With me, to share to thee…

From BEED 3A

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPtsx60FeR8&feature=share


Received this very thoughtful and sweet gift from my Student! Thank you

i love everything you put here...and espcially my boys,,,the chipmunks! salamat sa inyong lahat.nakakaiyak! tears of joy nga! i feel special. through you i feel, importante ako, through you, i can feel i am loved. in times im sad, without you knowing, i look up into you and wanted to attend your class, kasi alam ko you know how to put smile in my face. kahit na mad ako minsan pag pasok, never akong umalis sa class ng walang smile. thankyou so much for the love. you really made me proud that i have you... with you i don't need to prove myself to other people, because i know you are my proof of what i do inside the class, you are the proof that being teacher is not just my career...it is my life..it is my passion. you are the proof that i need to convince myself that i am an not just an instructor..but a TEACHER. thank you.

YOU HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE(aka Teacher Appreciation Song)  © 2009 Brian Asselin and Eric Dissero,

This song is for those, who inspire us today;
Who always lend a helping hand, to help show us the way.
This song is for those, who see their students through;
The tough times in their lives, for that we say thank you.

CHORUS
_____You have made a difference, You have shaped our minds;
_____You have changed the world, one child at a time.
_____You have always been there, in everything you do;
_____I hope that you’re as proud of me, as I am proud of you.

This song is for those, who heard the silent cries;
Who stepped in to wipe the tears, from the children’s eyes.
For those who gave us, a safe place to grow;
A place for us to call our home, forever we will know . . . that [CHORUS]

This song is for those, who taught us right from wrong;
Who taught us much more than their craft, to help our minds grow strong.
This song is for those, who guide us through and through;
So that we can make a life, for that we say THANK YOU. [CHORUS]

As I look back on my life, into the path within my reach;
I hope I can change a life, of those that I teach…

I can make a difference, all I do is try;
Try to see a different world, through the children’s eyes.
And I will always be there, in everything I do,
I hope that you’re as proud of me, as I am proud of you.
And I will always be there, in everything I do,
I hope that you’re as proud of me, as I am proud of you.

Is love sweeter the second time around?

Kanina tinanong ako ng isang kaibigan, ano daw ang gagawin ko kung bumalik sya? Hindi ako kaagad nakasagot. ang sabi ko na lang.."Di ko alam. Hindi ko talaga alam. =("  Sabi ko din, di ko alam kasi di ko na iyon iniisip man...ni ayoko ng damhin. Sa loob ko'y wala naman din naman iyong saysay dahil alam kong wala ng ganoong posibilidad, hindi man sa akin. Dama ko, sa kanya.

Nasabi ko din, di ko po alam kasi di ko pa naramdaman na may bumalik. Parang pag tinuldukan na nila ay, wala na talagang babalik. Kaya di ko alam kung "Love is sweeter the second time around."

Ewan ko ba. Basta ang alam ko, hinding hindi ko sinasara ang pintuan ng aking puso, dahil alam kong darating din ang isang araw na may papasok dito, na kahit gaano pa kaluwang ang pintuan, ay hindi gugustuhin ng taong ito na umalis pa. Mananahan sya sa aking puso at mabubuhay doon habang buhay kasama ko. Darating iyon. Alam ko. At pagsapit ng takdang panahon, malugod ko syang sasalubungin at hahagkan. At sasabihing, matagal na matagal na kitang hinihintay. =)

good night. I love You Lord.

Nanung daptan Mu?

Emu man kailangan sungkitan

Ding batuin mangislap king banua 

Ing gawan mong kwintas, ecu iti adwanan

Dapot magdatun ca lele cu anggang ikata tumwa

Emu man kailangan idaun ing bulan

Ban ing bengi ku kekang suluan

Ing sulu, ecu man buring sarilinan

Dapot ing kayabe daca, sala yang alang capupusan

Emu man kailangan iyapag ing migit king bie

Idaun kaku ding dakal a bage-bage

Ampong pasayan king sobra sobrang luhu

Dapot ing "IKA" mu, migit ka pa king metung a gintu.

Emu man kailangan mamye pangaku

Ampong mangamanung mipnung yumu

Ban akit mu ku mung titiman pusu

Dapot istu na ing kumabie ku cayabe mu.

Mayumung paninap pu.

 Mayumung paninap pu

SAYANG

E me wari iquit itang batuin

Queng banua macabitin?

Eme wari abatyon itang bulan

Mamantabe queca queng caralumduman?

Eca wari mesigla queng aldo a masala

Uling iti queng masanting magpagaca?

Eme wari selubungan yng malambis a angin

Queng lub mamye capaldanan ampong santing.

Sayang..sayang uling emu icwang iquit

Yng lugud a tune queng riquit

Sayang..pepabren mu

Sayang at binili mu cu.

aug 18.

josh

I want to shout and cry out loud! I am super sad. Oh God! Please help me.